Saturday, June 28, 2008
Schzwarweiss
Post No. 16
Author Status: Many things going around my mind now…
Emotions are rushing round my nerves lately, some part of me longing to let go, and yet some still driving hard to push on this internal battle of wits and infatuation. All these years of conditioning, the solitude I’ve came to hate but learned to enjoy leaves me nothing but a cold bitter-hard sociopath, never flinching, never stepping back and always putting on a fake smile filled with no emotion but ambiguous agenda and deceit. A front only for selfish purpose to radiate power and control, respect under duress.
However! Like a priceless gift presented and taken from me four years ago… Yet again Providence granted a brief but warm experience only made me realize the ultimate battle is waged not in the fields of performance and perception, but the very one person you call… “Yourself”.
Had you ever question? what’s with that false front you were putting up? Why lie through those lips with your so-called grandiose ego and flawless expectations? Why strive being perfect when one such as yourself perceive righteous morals and timeless values, but only to commit hypocrisy under soul and breath? How often had you asked your heart when looking into the mirror “Am I Ugly?” instead of parading a sense of self-conceived Greatness… when there is actually... None…
To break free, you have to learn to let go. To comprehend emotion, you have to appreciate beauty. To love someone, you need to love yourself. And through that, would I come out a stronger better person…
Standing Resolute,
Walter Lucerne
Author Status: Many things going around my mind now…
Emotions are rushing round my nerves lately, some part of me longing to let go, and yet some still driving hard to push on this internal battle of wits and infatuation. All these years of conditioning, the solitude I’ve came to hate but learned to enjoy leaves me nothing but a cold bitter-hard sociopath, never flinching, never stepping back and always putting on a fake smile filled with no emotion but ambiguous agenda and deceit. A front only for selfish purpose to radiate power and control, respect under duress.
However! Like a priceless gift presented and taken from me four years ago… Yet again Providence granted a brief but warm experience only made me realize the ultimate battle is waged not in the fields of performance and perception, but the very one person you call… “Yourself”.
Had you ever question? what’s with that false front you were putting up? Why lie through those lips with your so-called grandiose ego and flawless expectations? Why strive being perfect when one such as yourself perceive righteous morals and timeless values, but only to commit hypocrisy under soul and breath? How often had you asked your heart when looking into the mirror “Am I Ugly?” instead of parading a sense of self-conceived Greatness… when there is actually... None…
To break free, you have to learn to let go. To comprehend emotion, you have to appreciate beauty. To love someone, you need to love yourself. And through that, would I come out a stronger better person…
Standing Resolute,
Walter Lucerne
Been listening to music while pondering, this being the best of the time. I'd Include the Lyrics for enjoyment.
( ~ † ~Not That Different~ † ~ )
-Collin Raye-
( ~ † ~Not That Different~ † ~ )
-Collin Raye-
She said we're much too different
We're from two separate worlds
And he admitted she was partly right
But in his heart's defense he told her
What they had in common
Was strong enough to bond them for life
He said look behind your own soul
And the person that you'll see
Just might remind you of me
I laugh, I love, I hope, I try
I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry
And i know you do the same things, too
So we're really not that different, me and you
Now she could hardly argue
With his pure and simple logic
But logic never could convince a heart
She had always dreamed of loving someone more exotic
And he just didn't seem to fit the part
So she searched for greener pastures
But never could forget
What he whispered when she left
I laugh, I love, I hope, I try
I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry
And i know you do the same things, too
So we're really not that different, me and you
Was it time or was it truth
Maybe both lead her back to his door
As her tears fell at his feet
She didn't say "I love you"
What she said meant even more
I laugh, I love, I hope, I try
I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry
And i know you do the same things, too
So we're really not that different
No we are not really that different... me and you...
We're from two separate worlds
And he admitted she was partly right
But in his heart's defense he told her
What they had in common
Was strong enough to bond them for life
He said look behind your own soul
And the person that you'll see
Just might remind you of me
I laugh, I love, I hope, I try
I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry
And i know you do the same things, too
So we're really not that different, me and you
Now she could hardly argue
With his pure and simple logic
But logic never could convince a heart
She had always dreamed of loving someone more exotic
And he just didn't seem to fit the part
So she searched for greener pastures
But never could forget
What he whispered when she left
I laugh, I love, I hope, I try
I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry
And i know you do the same things, too
So we're really not that different, me and you
Was it time or was it truth
Maybe both lead her back to his door
As her tears fell at his feet
She didn't say "I love you"
What she said meant even more
I laugh, I love, I hope, I try
I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry
And i know you do the same things, too
So we're really not that different
No we are not really that different... me and you...
i know that i have loved you ... at 4:21 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Dragons and Stress
Post no. 15
Author Status: Terribly BURNED OUT
A new term = Brand new load of stress = Brand new series of Madness! Ahhhh… the supreme taste of mathematical equations, what joy and happiness it can bring…! NOT! First day already got screwed for attendance issues; I’m truly a COPD person! (As in Chronic Obsessive Punctuality Disorder) Ha ha ha!
But the day was still great on a whole, managed to breeze through a presentation with good grades and satisfactory comments. For those people out there who still wonder how those slides are done, here is your answer: years of manipulation and programming experience.
Now up next is the Clinical Exam on Wednesday which I’m still not prepared for, oh God help! I have to skip a Date to make up for Revision! At least my ‘Significant Other’ is flexible and understanding. Thanks Mi’lady (^_^) I’ll make up to you, Promise! Have to continue mugging this book…
Achieved three-year-old Dream yesterday, not that I’m still childish enough to play Maple Story but I just cannot resist the temptation to fulfill this particular wish: A maxed out level 200 Bishop… Presenting Araboth
XxArabothxX is the Descendent of my first character XxDevotionxX. Named under the realm of the Seven Heavens, it houses the holiest place of the Throne of Glory.
Just a quick write, have to wake up at 6AM to continue mugging… Ta Ta!!
Yours Truly,
Walter Lucerne
Author Status: Terribly BURNED OUT
A new term = Brand new load of stress = Brand new series of Madness! Ahhhh… the supreme taste of mathematical equations, what joy and happiness it can bring…! NOT! First day already got screwed for attendance issues; I’m truly a COPD person! (As in Chronic Obsessive Punctuality Disorder) Ha ha ha!
But the day was still great on a whole, managed to breeze through a presentation with good grades and satisfactory comments. For those people out there who still wonder how those slides are done, here is your answer: years of manipulation and programming experience.
Now up next is the Clinical Exam on Wednesday which I’m still not prepared for, oh God help! I have to skip a Date to make up for Revision! At least my ‘Significant Other’ is flexible and understanding. Thanks Mi’lady (^_^) I’ll make up to you, Promise! Have to continue mugging this book…
Achieved three-year-old Dream yesterday, not that I’m still childish enough to play Maple Story but I just cannot resist the temptation to fulfill this particular wish: A maxed out level 200 Bishop… Presenting Araboth
( Level 200 -XxArabothxX- Bishop )
Mounted on Red Draco, Summoned Bahamut Battle Familiar
Mounted on Red Draco, Summoned Bahamut Battle Familiar
XxArabothxX is the Descendent of my first character XxDevotionxX. Named under the realm of the Seven Heavens, it houses the holiest place of the Throne of Glory.
Just a quick write, have to wake up at 6AM to continue mugging… Ta Ta!!
Yours Truly,
Walter Lucerne
i know that i have loved you ... at 3:09 AM
fate crumbled all around 1 identities
fate crumbled all around 1 identities
Saturday, June 21, 2008
A June Touch
Post no. 14
Author Status: Munch Mac! (Home deliveries rock!)
Another lag! Now it’s a full 5 months, I must say this webby is turning stagnant! Nevertheless I’ll come back to it soon enough. Too lazy to update it all, yet then again what better way to express oneself other than this ^^? Still updating some of the content here after awhile, and GREAT! I forgot how to program HTML liao! ALEXANDER HELP MEEEE!
Lots of things had happened whilst this period like getting a “Girlfriend”, finally getting my sponsorship for my studies, playing around with a whole lotta games (Including the ones I previously left off) and much much more.
I’ll update a great more some time. Talking about which, here is a great picture of the upcoming project comic-story my sister and I will be working on.
-Lucius Forensimo and Avalica Galatea-
(Picture Made with Granado Espada Engine)
Well till next time people! Which will most probably very soon!
With Best Wishes,
Walter Lucerne
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:18 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Swirl of Memories
Post no. 13
Author Status: Satisfied and Hyped ^_^
All hail Team-IV of group NR0715!!! O,o We have a GHOST!?
(Background: Audris, Me!, LiZhen, Joyce)
(Middle: Mo Phaung, Faizal)
(Foreground: Alethea)
Author Status: Satisfied and Hyped ^_^
Finally! At last this semester's Project works and Presentations are OVER~! Now to bring my Prim and Proper attention to the Exams ahead, wonder how I'll fare this time? Hope to target a 3.5GPA this time, nothing lower than 3.0GPA though or I'll kill myself (As if! just a Jest ^^).
Got to say sorries, been a huge lag time between posts. Working on so many commitments, personal apologies to my group for not attending our Project meetings, don't have the drive to work this Semester, I know this will never work as an excuse but I promise you to work doubly hard on the upcoming Year Two.
All hail Team-IV of group NR0715!!! O,o We have a GHOST!?(Background: Audris, Me!, LiZhen, Joyce)
(Middle: Mo Phaung, Faizal)
(Foreground: Alethea)
There are tonnes of things happening these two weeks ^^. My Sister's Brithday. My brother, Alex's GCE 'O' level results. Our Group's Clinical Happenings. So much to cover, but hark now for memories will always last forever! Painted in a picture of a thousand words...
Firstly to congrats my Bro for passing his O levels with 20 points, can do better thought if you ask me but yeah good effort! Be expecting him in NYP this coming April on Information Technology course!
Congrats Alexander Ho K.G.
Proud holder of a GCE 'O' level Cert.
Firstly to congrats my Bro for passing his O levels with 20 points, can do better thought if you ask me but yeah good effort! Be expecting him in NYP this coming April on Information Technology course!
Congrats Alexander Ho K.G.Proud holder of a GCE 'O' level Cert.
My house is getting a a little more nosier by the day preparing for the upcoming events on February. Talk about events, My sister's Birthday just passed! It's rather Unique this year, unlike normal Cake, we had Apple Pie as a substitute as a Cake! It tastes great, better than cake I assure you~!
Apple Pie, the sublime truth of warm sweet deserts!
!! ~ Presents of the Day ~ !!
A Glass of Cookies, Card, an Picture (Self Drawn)
† ~ Happy 13th Birthday Rebecca ~ †
Wishing you the very best of this year!!!
Apple Pie, the sublime truth of warm sweet deserts!
!! ~ Presents of the Day ~ !!A Glass of Cookies, Card, an Picture (Self Drawn)
† ~ Happy 13th Birthday Rebecca ~ †Wishing you the very best of this year!!!
Ahh so tired, been rushing up on work lately, consider that mugging ^,^! Anyways I'm going to start on developing a Tagboard, if you want to host your blog address on my page do just leave your address on the CBox, I would be glad if you do the same fo mine too =P. Anyways have a Good Day! and Adieu~
Yours Truly,
Walter Lucerne
Yours Truly,
Walter Lucerne
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:14 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Stress Tension Frustration
Post No. 12
Author Status: Burning out~! X,x
This week is really something! Health Assessment practical examinations, Psychology presentation, Child Bearing Family presentation to rush on, High Fidelity Clinical Laboratory to attend, Youth Expedition Project administration work, Passport to extend, Class Administration proposal to type... I'm drowning in work, but yeah still alive, still going.
Amongst all the work and stress, the World have to add on to the crap I faced on Tuesday, a Train Breakdown! Here's the details, there is a service disruption of MRT from Pasir Ris to Tampinese due to a track fault caused by... the Irony! get ready... a Repair Train! A repair train suppose to make sure our service is maintained, end up kaput in the middle of the track, this is pule unadulterated NONSENSE man!
How often do you get to see things like this?
(Tampinese SMRT station)
Lai ah! Bargain sale inside bus ah! Joking Joking!
(Tampinese overhead-bridge)
Service train breakdown! This is the Pits ^,^"
(Courtesy of STOMP Singapore)
Author Status: Burning out~! X,x
This week is really something! Health Assessment practical examinations, Psychology presentation, Child Bearing Family presentation to rush on, High Fidelity Clinical Laboratory to attend, Youth Expedition Project administration work, Passport to extend, Class Administration proposal to type... I'm drowning in work, but yeah still alive, still going.
Amongst all the work and stress, the World have to add on to the crap I faced on Tuesday, a Train Breakdown! Here's the details, there is a service disruption of MRT from Pasir Ris to Tampinese due to a track fault caused by... the Irony! get ready... a Repair Train! A repair train suppose to make sure our service is maintained, end up kaput in the middle of the track, this is pule unadulterated NONSENSE man!
How often do you get to see things like this?(Tampinese SMRT station)
Lai ah! Bargain sale inside bus ah! Joking Joking!(Tampinese overhead-bridge)
Service train breakdown! This is the Pits ^,^"(Courtesy of STOMP Singapore)
Anyways I was late for school, thanks to that stupid train! But things like this happen so, don't blame them much. At least Ghazali helped me with my attendance! Thanks Bro!
Tomorrow's the release of GCE 'O' Level Examination at 1400 hours. Do you have Siblings or friends getting results? To all those people out there receiving your 'ORANGE TOILET PAPER OF DOOM!' All the best man! And as always, if you had done your best, then it's all that matters. Alex! You better do well as you said so or else "Somebody is going to get a hurt real bad!©" -Copyrighted from..., all rights and quotes reserved.
This Friday's my Sister's birthday, better start figuring out what to get for her, Appreciate all ideas for ladies present inside the Cbox. This is how she look like! Thanks for reading people, Adieu~
Tomorrow's the release of GCE 'O' Level Examination at 1400 hours. Do you have Siblings or friends getting results? To all those people out there receiving your 'ORANGE TOILET PAPER OF DOOM!' All the best man! And as always, if you had done your best, then it's all that matters. Alex! You better do well as you said so or else "Somebody is going to get a hurt real bad!©" -Copyrighted from...
This Friday's my Sister's birthday, better start figuring out what to get for her, Appreciate all ideas for ladies present inside the Cbox. This is how she look like! Thanks for reading people, Adieu~
Us in East Coast Jumbo Restaurant!
(From Left: Me, Rebecca)
(From Left: Me, Rebecca)
Yours Truly,
Walter Lucerne
Walter Lucerne
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:10 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Babies VS Attendance
Post No. 11
Author Status: !@#$ed up and pissed
GREAT! Absolutely great~ my first EVER warning letter for not coming for lessons... just simply AwEsOme! I can't believe so much I tried to come to school ( Even having to drag myself out from bed 2 hours before every lesson ) I can actually reach something like this. The BEST part! I overslept for the same lecture AGAIN today, with luck I can actually land myself the second letter for this topic! ( Yeah I'm whining! but this is totally STUPID! me of course >_<" ) Yeah sure some of you might just say "Well DUH! so sleep Earlier, you good for nothing Geek!" yeah I'll take your advise thank you, just these days fatigue happen to strike me very very often leaving me in a ultimately killer bad-mood cap-a-cop, do me a favor and leave me alone, must be the exam hormones I guess ha Ha!
Talking about work ( School work specifically )! Clinical classes for this week have been covering much about Pediatrics ( thats "care for babies" for you laymen out there! ) lately and I could say the class is certainly studying "Very Very Hard" for it ( Hope you notice the " " ) heres a scoop on whats happening:
Practice Briefing and Case Discussion
(From Left) Carie, See Hwee, Summer, Faizal, Ms Pauline
(Background) Pravita, Muneera, Shankari
Baby Bath! What Motherly figure!
(In picture) Sahidah
(From left) Sahidah, Liyana, Yanti, Tang Wu
Okay! You may be laughing! for the people up there, it's a joke! It's it allowed to write my will here? Because this may be my last post ( if you get what I meant >_<"" I may not survive tomorrow). Anyways if you do want me to remove it, tell me yeah ^_^. Anyways thats all for today folks! Enjoy and Adieu!
With Love,
Walter Lucerne
Author Status: !@#$ed up and pissed
GREAT! Absolutely great~ my first EVER warning letter for not coming for lessons... just simply AwEsOme! I can't believe so much I tried to come to school ( Even having to drag myself out from bed 2 hours before every lesson ) I can actually reach something like this. The BEST part! I overslept for the same lecture AGAIN today, with luck I can actually land myself the second letter for this topic! ( Yeah I'm whining! but this is totally STUPID! me of course >_<" ) Yeah sure some of you might just say "Well DUH! so sleep Earlier, you good for nothing Geek!" yeah I'll take your advise thank you, just these days fatigue happen to strike me very very often leaving me in a ultimately killer bad-mood cap-a-cop, do me a favor and leave me alone, must be the exam hormones I guess ha Ha!
Talking about work ( School work specifically )! Clinical classes for this week have been covering much about Pediatrics ( thats "care for babies" for you laymen out there! ) lately and I could say the class is certainly studying "Very Very Hard" for it ( Hope you notice the " " ) heres a scoop on whats happening:
Practice Briefing and Case Discussion(From Left) Carie, See Hwee, Summer, Faizal, Ms Pauline
(Background) Pravita, Muneera, Shankari
Baby Bath! What Motherly figure!(In picture) Sahidah
Our class is turning more occupied with the introduction of three new classmates namely Yanti, Summer and Faizal! They are around these pictures if you can identify them properly ( No prize though haha! ). The luckiest part about these three persona IS: They like us... are not sane, so yay to us for we have more people to crap around! To boot today's session is pretty wild by itself, take a look-see:
What Caring Future Nurses!
(From left) Sahidah, Liyana, Yanti, Tang Wu
On a lighter note, it so happens with also have two odd partners in our class too ( Just joking, their straight honest )! which is the male or female gender of these couples, you can guess!- Viewer discretion advised
ZoMg! ConGratZ! Hmm someone don't seem happy?
(From Left) Cai Ling, Joyce
(From Left) Cai Ling, Joyce
What happy loving couples we have here!
(From left) Faizal, Ghazali
(From left) Faizal, Ghazali
Okay! You may be laughing! for the people up there, it's a joke! It's it allowed to write my will here? Because this may be my last post ( if you get what I meant >_<"" I may not survive tomorrow). Anyways if you do want me to remove it, tell me yeah ^_^. Anyways thats all for today folks! Enjoy and Adieu!
With Love,
Walter Lucerne
i know that i have loved you ... at 8:03 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
A Return... A New Age...
Post No. 10
Author's Status: Sleepy... YawnZz (Considering the time)
A New Year, New Person, New Things. But one thing thats laid old and forgotten is this poor page of mine which some people had expressed some amounts of want for me to update it ( With kind regards to Carie, even more kinder regards to Alex whom violently expressed the need to know whatever I do ). Anyways, since it's such a beautiful page ( Self-proclaimed, no offense HA HA! ) and worth forty-three hours of work, it's such a shame to leave it stagnant don't you think?
I have to write a WRITTEN letter of apology to all the people out there that actually read this for leaving it dead for awhile. Sorry I really am, just don't have time ( Big Excuse! ), no inspiration to write ( Bigger Excuse! ), and... whatever.. my conscience is whipping me now, real reason: Lazy to type! how about that? ( Unforgivable Excuse!!! ) But it's the Truth. I'll try to update up as much as possible, Okay?
I'll try to get back as soon as possible, it's so late already and still have class tomorrow. As always! "No Peekture no talk!©" so I'll try to fill every post with some, stay tuned! - Inspiration copyrighted from Danielle Hrin, all rights and quotes reserved.
With a Cheer!
Walter Lucerne
Author's Status: Sleepy... YawnZz (Considering the time)
A New Year, New Person, New Things. But one thing thats laid old and forgotten is this poor page of mine which some people had expressed some amounts of want for me to update it ( With kind regards to Carie, even more kinder regards to Alex whom violently expressed the need to know whatever I do ). Anyways, since it's such a beautiful page ( Self-proclaimed, no offense HA HA! ) and worth forty-three hours of work, it's such a shame to leave it stagnant don't you think?
I have to write a WRITTEN letter of apology to all the people out there that actually read this for leaving it dead for awhile. Sorry I really am, just don't have time ( Big Excuse! ), no inspiration to write ( Bigger Excuse! ), and... whatever.. my conscience is whipping me now, real reason: Lazy to type! how about that? ( Unforgivable Excuse!!! ) But it's the Truth. I'll try to update up as much as possible, Okay?
I'll try to get back as soon as possible, it's so late already and still have class tomorrow. As always! "No Peekture no talk!©" so I'll try to fill every post with some, stay tuned! - Inspiration copyrighted from Danielle Hrin, all rights and quotes reserved.
With a Cheer!
Walter Lucerne
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:21 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Oasis Found!... About Time...
Post No. 9
Author's Status: Zombified, 80% Dead, looking for "Revival Potion"
yes Yes YES! Exams are over and three weeks of proper rest and relaxation awaits us all. Didn't study hard for this tire's exam though, so don't expect good marks as well. Nevertheless, marks to worry later, Psychology really burned my brain inside out. The best is even I burned my brain the questions still seem hard! I'm going to flunk it!
Came home zombified after threading through the desert, it's like a miracle that we've finally made it through. Something that could be placed into a picture:
Can't reach it!... just... a little... MORE!
That thing there is DEFINITELY not a bottle of water! Ever heard that ALCOHOL is once considered the "Water of Life"? Yeah. Oops just made this blog NC16 with reference to alcohol. "No peeps kids!©" - Inspiration copyrighted from Ghazali, all rights and quotes reserved.
Absolut Vodka, a must for every situation!
the ultimate Water of Life
Author's Status: Zombified, 80% Dead, looking for "Revival Potion"
yes Yes YES! Exams are over and three weeks of proper rest and relaxation awaits us all. Didn't study hard for this tire's exam though, so don't expect good marks as well. Nevertheless, marks to worry later, Psychology really burned my brain inside out. The best is even I burned my brain the questions still seem hard! I'm going to flunk it!
Came home zombified after threading through the desert, it's like a miracle that we've finally made it through. Something that could be placed into a picture:
Can't reach it!... just... a little... MORE!That thing there is DEFINITELY not a bottle of water! Ever heard that ALCOHOL is once considered the "Water of Life"? Yeah. Oops just made this blog NC16 with reference to alcohol. "No peeps kids!©" - Inspiration copyrighted from Ghazali, all rights and quotes reserved.
Absolut Vodka, a must for every situation!the ultimate Water of Life
The next time you guys want to ask me out for a swig, no thanks, in truth I don't drink. A glass maybe but thats all (^_^). Talking about partying and drinking! Liyana, Sahidah and Ghazali, thanks for the Friday invitation but I thorned the whole night through, I think I'll collapse on the Pool table, Oh Sooo sorry I can't join you guys! Greatest Apologies, do don't forget to include me next time, I'll definitely come alright?
Talk about after the exam, someone's like stalking me all the way. I know your intention and I've saw to it, don't worry! What I promised is what I would keep.
School holidays also meant some people's Birthdays will miss my attention! DO NOT FRET, I've already prepared them and I'll hand them out to you alright? At least something to look out for at the start of school. Nuraida, where were you TT_TT? I got you one but can't find you ANYWHERE after the Exam... geez! Nevertheless Happy birthday Aida! Pass it to you some other time.
Alright thats all for now, trying to plan what to do and achieve during this holidays other than reaching to Medical Books for some Academic revision before the attachment and playing my computer games. Been starting to plan the story though... it'll be awhile before the first chapter begins. DIDN'T even PLAN the Title of the story yet, hopeless me!
Anyways, kick yourselves out people! It's the HOLIDAYS, rest your hearts for you guys deserved it! Later!
With greatest pleasure,
Walter Lucerne
Talk about after the exam, someone's like stalking me all the way. I know your intention and I've saw to it, don't worry! What I promised is what I would keep.
"The chains of the word 'Promise' comes the price of Trust,
break them and wary those sharp metal loops hurt your Honesty"
- Pastel
break them and wary those sharp metal loops hurt your Honesty"
- Pastel
School holidays also meant some people's Birthdays will miss my attention! DO NOT FRET, I've already prepared them and I'll hand them out to you alright? At least something to look out for at the start of school. Nuraida, where were you TT_TT? I got you one but can't find you ANYWHERE after the Exam... geez! Nevertheless Happy birthday Aida! Pass it to you some other time.
Alright thats all for now, trying to plan what to do and achieve during this holidays other than reaching to Medical Books for some Academic revision before the attachment and playing my computer games. Been starting to plan the story though... it'll be awhile before the first chapter begins. DIDN'T even PLAN the Title of the story yet, hopeless me!
Anyways, kick yourselves out people! It's the HOLIDAYS, rest your hearts for you guys deserved it! Later!
With greatest pleasure,
Walter Lucerne
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:46 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
48 Hours Before Paradise
Post. No 8
Author Status: 50% Dead 50% Struggling to go on...
Sigh! Another 2 days more and one more test to go... I think half of my neurons had been been medically declared infarct by now. Last exam is on Psychology! Hope to get a decent pass for this Discipline. However, our lecturer once told us:
"Don't worry if you cannot get an 'A' for Psychology. You must be 'Psycho' to ever get a good grade for this module."
Is he trying to warn us of how hard this subject is? or is he just trying to impress the overwhelming 90% of the ladies in the lecture hall with his supposing 'Cool-Sarcastic' nature? Ha Ha HA who knows but one thing's for sure, Andy is one revolutionizing lecturer with Style. Anyways guess I'll be burning the last 50% of the already stressed, damaged and ischemic neurons I have left. God help I don't turn into a zombie by Friday.
I wish to speak my mind about a matter, but that can wait. One day I will tell her personally and I hope she understand my intentions are white and true.
With Best Wishes
Walter Lucerne
____________________________________________________________
(~*~ ~†~ Sneak Preview ~†~ ~*~)
Author Status: 50% Dead 50% Struggling to go on...
Sigh! Another 2 days more and one more test to go... I think half of my neurons had been been medically declared infarct by now. Last exam is on Psychology! Hope to get a decent pass for this Discipline. However, our lecturer once told us:
"Don't worry if you cannot get an 'A' for Psychology. You must be 'Psycho' to ever get a good grade for this module."
Is he trying to warn us of how hard this subject is? or is he just trying to impress the overwhelming 90% of the ladies in the lecture hall with his supposing 'Cool-Sarcastic' nature? Ha Ha HA who knows but one thing's for sure, Andy is one revolutionizing lecturer with Style. Anyways guess I'll be burning the last 50% of the already stressed, damaged and ischemic neurons I have left. God help I don't turn into a zombie by Friday.
I wish to speak my mind about a matter, but that can wait. One day I will tell her personally and I hope she understand my intentions are white and true.
With Best Wishes
Walter Lucerne
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(~*~ ~†~ Sneak Preview ~†~ ~*~)
I'm planning on writing a story and featuring on this space soon with illustrations guiding throughout the course of the work.
The picture above probably some of the casting characters and quality of the illustrations. Hope anyone with great ideas can support me with inspiration. Till later ^^...
The picture above probably some of the casting characters and quality of the illustrations. Hope anyone with great ideas can support me with inspiration. Till later ^^...
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:53 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Happy Birthday Nerissa
Post No. 7
Author Status: Drained...
Meh!... Must... go... on... PRESERVER!!! The exams are taking it's toll on all of us... craming healthy, ploxy and mindless endless pointless and whatever F***-less S***-less crap. God help us. "No peek-ture, no talk" so I shall show the effects of Exams upon us!
Revision, Frustration, Stressation and Retardation
(From Left) Carie and Shankari
Too much knowledge influx results in Brain Stoning
(In picture) Muneera
Author Status: Drained...
Meh!... Must... go... on... PRESERVER!!! The exams are taking it's toll on all of us... craming healthy, ploxy and mindless endless pointless and whatever F***-less S***-less crap. God help us. "No peek-ture, no talk" so I shall show the effects of Exams upon us!
Revision, Frustration, Stressation and Retardation(From Left) Carie and Shankari
Too much knowledge influx results in Brain Stoning(In picture) Muneera
So far the exam has been a little hard, not that I'm complaining but unlike normal subjects in secondary school, Disciplines don't have test papers for us to do to judge our understanding of the subject. Calling us to dead study by memorizing is no way to learn. Well I have a great idea next semester that would help us big time if the lecturers agree, fill in you guys later.
Anyways there is one person in our class I would hope she spend her weekend well WITHOUT stress and that is...
Anyways there is one person in our class I would hope she spend her weekend well WITHOUT stress and that is...
The Cordial Nerrisa and her Present
(~ Happy Birthday ~)
(From Left) Suriani and Nerrisa
(~ Happy Birthday ~)
(From Left) Suriani and Nerrisa
Sorry I can't write much, been studying for 7 hours straight at Macdonald's from 5 to 12pm, got lots of ground to cover. Anyways still next week's goes more easily with one day grace for each exam. Study all people!
Yours Sincerely,
Walter Lucerne
Yours Sincerely,
Walter Lucerne
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:27 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, August 16, 2007
14 Hours Before Judgement
Post No. 6
Author Status: "I'm not ready but... Bring It On!!!"
Somewhere in Singapore... Pasir Ris Region
*Woman Screams* "14 hours left until the Terrorist N.Y.P. is going to launch the nuke F.o.N.-Yr1. All civilization would be wiped out from Earth, What are you going to do Walter?". The Lieutenant looks around for Student Nurse Walter Lucerne but he is nowhere to be found.
Somewhere more comfortable, someplace like... My room
"Hello? Lieutenant? Yeah... let the bomb drop and kill you all, I on one hand is not prepared but whatever. I'll deal with it 14 hours later *Snores... ZzzzZZzz*". Yes that is right exams is right around the corner, some people would ask me if I'm prepared. Sure I'm prepared alright but not really all the way out for good grades. Didn't have the will to study it this time but I'll make it through though.
Well never mind that, as what people say to "Cross the bridge when the times come right?" but remember to "get ready your toll money or you'll make two trips." Don't need a expert explanation but better to do suffice revision before any exam right? Alright time to get some sleep, heading to school earlier to do some last minute revision later. Chow! And oh yes, A Toast to all of you my Classmates!
( !! A TOAST TO YOU !! )
&
( † MY GREATEST BLESSING GOES TO THESE PEOPLE † )
- WAN YIN - GHAZALI - SURIANI - SEE HWEE -
- WANG DAN - WANG PING - MO PHAUNG - SAHIDAH -
- LIYANA - NURAIDA - CAI LING - NERISSA -
- ALETHEA - TANG WU - WEE FONG - SHANKARI -
- LIZHEN - PRAVITA - JOYCE - AUDRIS -
- MUNEERA - CARIE - MENAGA -
To you too and for all you've shared with me
that made me who I am today
( † Pastel † )
Nothing but the very best,
Walter Lucerne
Author Status: "I'm not ready but... Bring It On!!!"
Somewhere in Singapore... Pasir Ris Region
*Woman Screams* "14 hours left until the Terrorist N.Y.P. is going to launch the nuke F.o.N.-Yr1. All civilization would be wiped out from Earth, What are you going to do Walter?". The Lieutenant looks around for Student Nurse Walter Lucerne but he is nowhere to be found.
Somewhere more comfortable, someplace like... My room
"Hello? Lieutenant? Yeah... let the bomb drop and kill you all, I on one hand is not prepared but whatever. I'll deal with it 14 hours later *Snores... ZzzzZZzz*". Yes that is right exams is right around the corner, some people would ask me if I'm prepared. Sure I'm prepared alright but not really all the way out for good grades. Didn't have the will to study it this time but I'll make it through though.
Well never mind that, as what people say to "Cross the bridge when the times come right?" but remember to "get ready your toll money or you'll make two trips." Don't need a expert explanation but better to do suffice revision before any exam right? Alright time to get some sleep, heading to school earlier to do some last minute revision later. Chow! And oh yes, A Toast to all of you my Classmates!
( !! A TOAST TO YOU !! )&
( † MY GREATEST BLESSING GOES TO THESE PEOPLE † )
- WAN YIN - GHAZALI - SURIANI - SEE HWEE -
- WANG DAN - WANG PING - MO PHAUNG - SAHIDAH -
- LIYANA - NURAIDA - CAI LING - NERISSA -
- ALETHEA - TANG WU - WEE FONG - SHANKARI -
- LIZHEN - PRAVITA - JOYCE - AUDRIS -
- MUNEERA - CARIE - MENAGA -
To you too and for all you've shared with me
that made me who I am today
( † Pastel † )
Walter Lucerne
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:24 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
37 Hours Before Judgement
Post No. 5
Author Status: Sleepy and Stressful
Exams, Exams and nothing but the tight grip of Exams. I think anxiety has took it's toll on me, not on the amount of course work that need to be covered, but the amount of cleaning up I need to do to my table every time I finish one session of studies on my table.
The condition of my table while studying can be disturbing to some people
Please do not mess up your personal desk like this, it might be hazardous to your health when concerned parents and irrational start yelling at you to clear the mess.
Author Status: Sleepy and Stressful
Exams, Exams and nothing but the tight grip of Exams. I think anxiety has took it's toll on me, not on the amount of course work that need to be covered, but the amount of cleaning up I need to do to my table every time I finish one session of studies on my table.
The condition of my table while studying can be disturbing to some peoplePlease do not mess up your personal desk like this, it might be hazardous to your health when concerned parents and irrational start yelling at you to clear the mess.
Five course disciplines to study over this two weeks. From how I see it Polytechnic life is pretty packed and stressful for most people, having constant assessments, projects and presentations to do during the semester + a major examination right after that.
No slacking space, but I find it productive stress thought. Especially other schools like IT and Life Sciences get to have 4 months of vacation and we only get 1 week because we have hospital attachment. Unfair right? But what can we do people? Medical personnel don't have a life do we?
As for me, apologies for those people who have been checking my blog space, didn't really update it for awhile, nothing to write on, and been studying so... sorry. Nevertheless, Greatest luck to my group NR0175 for the upcoming exams.
All the best people!
Walter Lucerne
No slacking space, but I find it productive stress thought. Especially other schools like IT and Life Sciences get to have 4 months of vacation and we only get 1 week because we have hospital attachment. Unfair right? But what can we do people? Medical personnel don't have a life do we?
As for me, apologies for those people who have been checking my blog space, didn't really update it for awhile, nothing to write on, and been studying so... sorry. Nevertheless, Greatest luck to my group NR0175 for the upcoming exams.
All the best people!
Walter Lucerne
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:29 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
Happy Birthday Sahidah
Post No. 4
Author Status: Hyper! (^__^)|||
Sometimes I wonder why I blog so late into the night this post is meant for Eighth but whatever! Been a rather exciting day today and took lots of pictures to cover!
First about school! As a nurse one of our most important protective gear is the... respiratory mask. Normal paper mask is easy to put on, but I never expected SARS standard N95 masks need to be correctly fitted or else it won't work. Hilariously enough, it makes the wearer look pretty funny. Not stating that Medical Masks should be of fashionable value.
Thats one of my many Clinical Lecturers, Ms. Lydia! Injecting bitter tasting gases to check if my classmate, Wan Dan, had placed her mask properly. Looks evil right? Haha, looks like some torture chamber. Nah, more like an Astronaut!
My classmates with N95s Don't we look like ducks with blue beaks, Smile for the camera people!
(From Top Left)Muneera, Nuraida, Shankari, Carie, Cai Ling, Ghazali, Liyana, Sahidah
And who says N95s can't be hip eh? ROCK ON!
(From Top Left)Sahidah, Nuraida, Shankari, Carie, Me XD
The Pretty Sahidah and her present
( ~ HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY ~ )
Author Status: Hyper! (^__^)|||
Sometimes I wonder why I blog so late into the night this post is meant for Eighth but whatever! Been a rather exciting day today and took lots of pictures to cover!
First about school! As a nurse one of our most important protective gear is the... respiratory mask. Normal paper mask is easy to put on, but I never expected SARS standard N95 masks need to be correctly fitted or else it won't work. Hilariously enough, it makes the wearer look pretty funny. Not stating that Medical Masks should be of fashionable value.
Thats one of my many Clinical Lecturers, Ms. Lydia! Injecting bitter tasting gases to check if my classmate, Wan Dan, had placed her mask properly. Looks evil right? Haha, looks like some torture chamber. Nah, more like an Astronaut!
My classmates with N95s Don't we look like ducks with blue beaks, Smile for the camera people!(From Top Left)Muneera, Nuraida, Shankari, Carie, Cai Ling, Ghazali, Liyana, Sahidah
And who says N95s can't be hip eh? ROCK ON!(From Top Left)Sahidah, Nuraida, Shankari, Carie, Me XD
Thats some of the shots taken, been relatively fun today. Buts that not all! Sahidah's Birthday is also waiting to be announced right after that! Presenting the Birthday Girl!
The Pretty Sahidah and her present( ~ HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY ~ )
Sigh! Hope you liked the gift Sahidah, asked Liyana for some opinions too about your preferences. Well thats about it. Wishing you the best, the best, and nothing but the very best for your life ahead my friend.
Faithfully,
Walter Lucerne
Faithfully,
Walter Lucerne
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:48 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Dreams and Promises...
Post No. 3
Author Status: 50% Sad... 30% Worried... 20% Excited
What a bummer, only coming to three months here and I've already started failing papers. Still can't accept I failed my first paper It's so worrying today, everyone was so distress about their Clinical Theory marks. Even thought I passed the first part of the Multiple Choice Questions. I've have my share of it by failing the second written part of my paper. The best part is, I'm sure I would have Passed if I haven't left out the last 10 Mark question Completely Blank! God I'm such a Klutz
I'm not all worried though, the Theory's worth 40% whilst Practical test worth 60%, which I think I'm alright. Should be able to pull my marks up to a passing grade. God I wish I passed. My partner Ghazali did, Good Job! I'm Pretty envious if I must admit but really, Good job!
Worried for the rest of my friends, they on one hand didn't do as well for the Practical, if they need to take the retest it would be extra stress on them for the semester exams are like just 10 days away. Sigh! Do well okay Guys?
( However I have a slight feeling I should watch those words for myself too... )
Amidst the gloom there is always a silver lining. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAHIDAH! Wishing you today all the best and nothing but the very best to your life and studies!
Nevertheless. I still remembered what I Promised You. I really do, and rest in note I'll really work harder to score better marks. To be someone that you can be truly proud of, and to be someone that would shed and share your small but important warming candles of happiness and diligence.
With love,
Walter Lucerne
Author Status: 50% Sad... 30% Worried... 20% Excited
What a bummer, only coming to three months here and I've already started failing papers. Still can't accept I failed my first paper It's so worrying today, everyone was so distress about their Clinical Theory marks. Even thought I passed the first part of the Multiple Choice Questions. I've have my share of it by failing the second written part of my paper. The best part is, I'm sure I would have Passed if I haven't left out the last 10 Mark question Completely Blank! God I'm such a Klutz
I'm not all worried though, the Theory's worth 40% whilst Practical test worth 60%, which I think I'm alright. Should be able to pull my marks up to a passing grade. God I wish I passed. My partner Ghazali did, Good Job! I'm Pretty envious if I must admit but really, Good job!
Worried for the rest of my friends, they on one hand didn't do as well for the Practical, if they need to take the retest it would be extra stress on them for the semester exams are like just 10 days away. Sigh! Do well okay Guys?
( However I have a slight feeling I should watch those words for myself too... )
Amidst the gloom there is always a silver lining. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAHIDAH! Wishing you today all the best and nothing but the very best to your life and studies!
Nevertheless. I still remembered what I Promised You. I really do, and rest in note I'll really work harder to score better marks. To be someone that you can be truly proud of, and to be someone that would shed and share your small but important warming candles of happiness and diligence.
With love,
Walter Lucerne
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:37 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
Giving... Sharing... Smiling...
Post No. 2
Author Status: Zombified...
Today was really a tiring day, didn't sleep well last night and have to drag myself to school when there was no lessons, just to attend a group project meeting. Sigh! Can't be helped, academic performance must be placed before simple enjoyment. At least I have the company of my friends, didn't turn out as bored as it should be. I Just hope the presentation later goes about smoothly.
Got to buy a present for my classmate after school. Sahidah's birthday present! Check it out!
Her birthday is just tomorrow! I will get everyone something on their special days. Content? Why not ask her?
Do you give out present? I personally think that presents is a small token of joy, by one sharing just a small package, don't you too feel happiness by thinking about the person. The recipient would feel so much more "special" being remembered. Don't you think?
Well it's late, the bed calls my name. Sahidah, do tell me if you like my gift okay? I'm not very good with presents for ladies, comments would all be appreciated on suggestions for casual gifts for girls. Apparently this is a huge problem for our class comprises of 22 ladies and only 2 guys.
Yours Sincerely,
Walter Lucerne
Author Status: Zombified...
Today was really a tiring day, didn't sleep well last night and have to drag myself to school when there was no lessons, just to attend a group project meeting. Sigh! Can't be helped, academic performance must be placed before simple enjoyment. At least I have the company of my friends, didn't turn out as bored as it should be. I Just hope the presentation later goes about smoothly.
Got to buy a present for my classmate after school. Sahidah's birthday present! Check it out!
Do you give out present? I personally think that presents is a small token of joy, by one sharing just a small package, don't you too feel happiness by thinking about the person. The recipient would feel so much more "special" being remembered. Don't you think?
Well it's late, the bed calls my name. Sahidah, do tell me if you like my gift okay? I'm not very good with presents for ladies, comments would all be appreciated on suggestions for casual gifts for girls. Apparently this is a huge problem for our class comprises of 22 ladies and only 2 guys.
Yours Sincerely,
Walter Lucerne
i know that i have loved you ... at 3:19 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Monday, August 6, 2007
A New Beginning...
Posting No. 1
Author Status: Tired...
Ah!! finally started on what I planned for such a long time, Spend the past two days of precious free time editing and tweaking with HTML of this blog, tiresome if I must say but worth it. Still many things left not done, personal profiles, pictures, music, come to think of it, a lot of things not done yet!
Well I'll continue to work on this, just say a week more and everything will be finalized (Hopefully?). I'd like to thank these few people for helping me out on conceiving this page:
- Damien, for this great looking skin
- Shigumi, for configuring basic HTML
- Carie, for being the first tester for this site
- Ghazali, for inspiring me to make one blog
- And many other people!!! (That made me feel bad not to have one)
With greatest love to all,
Walter Lucerne
Author Status: Tired...
Ah!! finally started on what I planned for such a long time, Spend the past two days of precious free time editing and tweaking with HTML of this blog, tiresome if I must say but worth it. Still many things left not done, personal profiles, pictures, music, come to think of it, a lot of things not done yet!
Well I'll continue to work on this, just say a week more and everything will be finalized (Hopefully?). I'd like to thank these few people for helping me out on conceiving this page:
- Damien, for this great looking skin
- Shigumi, for configuring basic HTML
- Carie, for being the first tester for this site
- Ghazali, for inspiring me to make one blog
- And many other people!!! (That made me feel bad not to have one)
With greatest love to all,
Walter Lucerne
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:17 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
